Below are the 17 most recent journal entries recorded in Mac's LiveJournal:

Friday, January 19th, 2007
12:45 am	i have one thing to say. one thing only. im in love with page kannor. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 5th, 2006
12:47 pm	delicate destroyed me last night you belong to me swept my pieces to the top of a hill under the stars and sunday morning put them back together in a shape that tells me i'll love you forever (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 11th, 2006
11:55 pm	Never done one a THESE before... THE BEST SURVEY EVER... NO MORE BORING QUESTIONS! the boring questions... ok so whats your name?: Mac how old are you?: 19 your home town..?: Boise where you live right now?: Portland who do you live with?: Morgan, Jake & Pat how many friends do you have?: um? have you ever... wanted to die: there was this one time, when I walked in on Morgan bending Jake over... made smores: mmmmMMMHM cheated on a test: fraid so... wished upon a star: and laid back and waited for shooting stars prank called: no...? used up 10 bottles of silly string: not even one cried in front of your crush or boyfrined/girlfrined: well yeah... missed someone so much your heart hurt: currently beaten someone up: Jake likes it rough have been beaten up: nope not gone to the bathroom for longer than a week: depends if bathroom = woods won an award: mhm kissed someone in the rain: and LOVED it kissed somone in the snow: I think so kissed someone while playing truth or dare, 7 minutes in heaven, etc.: hard call... been hit my lightning: SO many times... almost drowned: Body boarding is awesome bought a lava lamp: mmm no your love life... are you single, in a relationship, married etc: ... are you straight, bi, homosexual etc.: straight if your taken, what is their name?: that's kind of a fluid concept right now... if you're single do you have someone in mind?: ... who?: ... are you IN love: YES have you ever been in love: yes do you love someone: I always will how far have you gone, first, second, third, home plate: home random questions... so how is this quiz so far?: I am unqualified to respond to this question honestly: christ that bad.. really?: hey, lotsa people LIKE him... aw, i knew you liked it..: see, you're one of the many so, do you own a cell phone?: yup an iPod: WHOA, sore spot, you just crossed the line... do you have AIM or any other instant messenger?: not sure I still wanna talk to you after that LAST one... if so, whats your screen name?: look BITCH, I DON'T like fast WOMEN do you have a myspace?: GOD you're one of THOSE... livejournal?: oi, PRY IF YOU must... xanga?: que noches? any of those other journal things?: Oh, yeah, sorry... whats your favorite restraunt?: our cafeteria, OBviously, why ELSE would I go there so often? favorite food?: mood-dependent favorite drink: dunno...rootbeer? how many closets do you have in your room?: FOUR! get THAT answer often? eh? how about in your house?: ...48 is your phone ringing right now?: ABsolutely not. mine is...: thanks, i wasn't depressed enough but im not picking it up.: cuz the caller's black? ok.. back to the survey..: oh, aVOID THE question, whitey what time is it right now?: no, FUCK you, why do you hafta keep us down? what kind of computer do you own?: UUGH...a mac so i have to ask..: i swear to god, if you make the "mac has a mac" joke... do you like cheese?: ...well that's...not the "mac" joke... whats your favoirte kind of cheese?: the kind Morgan cuts and says "safety" after what are you listening to right now?: Motion City Soundtrack are you eating anything?: purple do you like febreeze?: heh...febreeze...yay OTIS... STACY'S: RACIST MOM: 'S LEFT TESTICLE HAS: NEVER GOT: A MAN IT: EE GOING: FUCKING CRAZY ON: COLUMBIAN CRACK WHORES thankyou: I feel I made the song better when was the last time you... burped: in front of that Russian couple up on Mt. Hood laughed: when Maddie was just over here showered: 1937 went to the bathroom: when I couldn't hold it anymore vacumed: heh, Christmas break went to school: don't bring that up cried: pretty recently, though I'm not sure of the LAST time... turned on a light: I try to avoid that at all costs threw something away: does Jake's heart count? did the dishes: hm.. did the laundry?: tuesday talked on the phone and who with: Morgan, couple minutes ago flunked a test: no idea aced a test: see above broke something: I figured the box would hold me up... lost a tooth: last night in a barfight went swimming: I swam in powder today went on a date: couple weeks ago had sex..?: same ate something: there's only so much purple in the world this or that... powerade or gatorade: powerade sushi or chicken: chicken IM or TV: don't really GET tv... MP3 or radio: ew. MP3 going on a date, or hanging out with your frineds: a good rotation is nice, but i DO like "frineds"...idiot group or just the two of you (dating): the two of us yahoo or hotmail: hotmail has "hot" in the name...but yahoo has "hoo"...fuck... 1% or 2% milk?: 1% south park or the simpsons: Family Guy mary kate or ashley (HA): don't you HA me young lady... BSB or N*sync? (HA): aGAIN? go to your room! dog or cat: CAT! french fries or potato chips: fries cola softdrinks or lemon lime softdrinks: lemon lime mellow yellow or mt. dew: Mt. Dew will always remind me of jr high panera or frishes: if you speek spanish to me ONE MORE TIME... eating out or in: INNUENDO! out, cuz I can't cook crayons or colored pencils: pencils Mondays or Sundays: Calvin or Hobbes Saturdays or Fridays: Hobbes summer or fall: can't...decide... spring or winter: you suck TV or reading: reading newport or kenwood: Compton this is a this, this, or that question... sex, rock and roll, or drugs?: I DO like the sex...but it's up for grabs between the first two, depending on who I'm with for both over all... what would you rate this survey on a scale 1-10: Q was it the best survey you've ever taken: only? or the worst?: you'll never have my pity or was it ok?: will you SHUT UP? Take this survey | Find more surveys You've been totally Bzoink*d Current Mood: mix between sad and bored Current Music: a mix of bad techno and acceptable rap from downstairs (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 9th, 2006
2:24 am	HOLY. SHIT. Um...soooo...snowflakes bigger than pennies? In PORTLAND? STICKING?!?! We just had a snowball fight with half the baseball team from midnight to 2 in the morning. GOD that was the coolest thing to EVER happen here... I'm pretty sure I broke our star pitchers face, though... I at least sent him in side. Like a baby. Maybe if he throws as accurately as they say, he could've got me first. I actually feel bad though. Really. I do... I can't feel my feet. Current Mood: giddy, and...sigh...not tired Current Music: People outside shouting NO SCHOOL!!! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
7:45 pm	... I Love You Figure it out I'm here (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 21st, 2006
1:51 am	Hi... I would just like to bring to everyone's attention the fact that... I'M IN LOVE WITH PAGE!!!!!!!! Thank you for your time. Current Mood: dizzy...? Current Music: Everything that can be harmonized! (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 8th, 2005
12:22 pm	Damn... I REALLY wanted to commit genocide against Terry...why does Page have all the fun? Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In March morning_rain and I robbed a bank (-50 points). Last Monday I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). Last Wednesday I farted in an elevator (-6 points). In July I helped cantando across the street (6 points). In January I ruled Canada as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-749 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal! Sincerely, wish_to_tears Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username: Oh well...at least Sara and I are rich...and Page is safely on the right side of the street... Current Mood: Ecstatic Current Music: The Killers (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
6:41 pm	I asked you out "officially" a year and a couple hours ago. It's been quite the ride, so far... I wouldn't change anything. Except for maybe this here 2000 miles apart nonsense... I feel like I should type more, but you know EXACTLY how I feel, my Love. I'll see you soon, and we can celebrate a year of perfection good n proper. I'll see you ALL soon. I Love You. You, with your chesnut hair and your deep sea eyes, your soft skin and softer kisses. I Love You, so much. Current Mood: Perfect Current Music: The "I Love You" mix (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 4th, 2005
11:34 pm	BOTANICAL GARDENS!!! SWIRLING AND HAPPY AND MADLY AND INTIMATELY AND DEEPLY AND HEART-PULSINGLY AND TRULY IN LOVE!!!! Missing hurts, but it's beautiful... 10 days and the missing is over. 10 days and you and I will be under the lights listening to music we sang last year. It's weird how much spinning led to this entry... IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: glowing? it feels like it... Current Music: Momo & the Coop (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
10:24 pm	Name 5 of life's simple pleasures that you like most, then pick 5 people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used. Tag 5 people on your list. 1) Shouting ILOVEYOU in the middle of Page's sentence 2) Page doing the same to me 3) Long Distance Calculus 4) Singing with Momo and the Coup 5) Making things for the people I Love I'm only hitting ONE person, because he hasn't posted in WAAAAY to long and I don't talk to him NEARLY enough. Yes YOU, fuzzynightninja. Post something, DAMNIT! I Love YOU Current Mood: Hyper but energyless... Current Music: OK Go/Panic! at the Disco (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 7th, 2005
9:53 pm	um... I don't know what I came here to say... Unfamiliar lines that aren't so unfamiliar are traced on my cheeks... Fingers intertwine on a crisp winter afternoon somewhere between 9 and 6 Between presidents we walk, ducking extended arms unclothed in the chill But it's the O at the end causes the streams I want to go home And You are home to me... Current Mood: My throat is burning Current Music: You're Still You (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
11:14 pm	We're Better Together I don't know how many of you know this, but my a cappella group (Sex!appella, or Momo and the Coup, or whatever) is singing Better Together by Jack Johnson, and GUESS who has the solo? Um, well, after a wind up like that, the answer is kind of obvious...Anyway, I was with Page when they started to learn it, so they knew most of the background when I got back. Morgan had me just go on 2, so off I went with no introduction. After the first verse, Morgan stopped everything and asked, "Altos, why aren't you singing?" Their reply, to my surprise, was "Sorry, it's REALLY distracting how good he sounds..." Whiiiiich pretty much made my day. Then we sang it again today, all the way through, with me being sure on all the words. FIRST of all, DAMN it sounds awesome, even uncut and stuff...second, I don't remember how it came up, but someone said, "and the POINT of this is to get girls to want to have sex with Mac." Then Spencer said, "There will be NO problem there..." aaaand he's gay, so that made the statement all the more potent...I just kind of smiled awkwardly and thought of Page...Then LAter, when Morgan and I were playing ping-pong, a photographer came up to me and asked me to model for some of his shots! So, deSPITE work and stuff, it's been QUITE the week... Except for the part where all I want to do is hold her... Current Mood: Mixed, really mixed... Current Music: I'm sure you can guess, judging by the subject... (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 29th, 2005
12:37 am	I am in Love with a girl who outshines Heaven in her sweats and spandex, after walking back from crew practice in the rain. Oh my GOD that trip was incredible. Every second I spend with her she expands the leading edge of perfection. She Loves me back. Current Mood: Contentment I could sink into Current Music: Swirling snatches of everything that reminds me of You (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
8:47 am	HOLY FUCK!!! Knights of ColUMbus, my chest is gonna explode...And i still have a day of school and 18 hours of travel to wait... All I can think about is my face between your shoulder and your cheek, and the smell of your hair... There's a Ladybug on my "n" key (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 12th, 2005
3:10 pm	OH. MY. GOD. So I went to a cappella at 9:30 tuesday night thinking, "fuck, i have so much work to do..." I ended up being there until 11:45. We sounded SO good...we blended, we danced, we laughed. We had an audience completely entranced, all of which said I was fun to watch. I've NEVER been fun to watch before. All Morgan does is start to VP and it's the most thrilling thing I've ever done. Well, musically. Well, it's close (Nicki? Si'chio? You remember...). After that we talked about possible songs, and just started singing "Stand By Me." All of a sudden, THREE layers of hormony broke out, along with vocal percussion...all improvised on the spot. We arranged the whole thing without even thinking. I was so entranced I didn't even realize i was dancing on a stool, while still singing... I hit a B. Below the bass clef. It wasn't gravely. Morgan just stopped singing and stared at me. I wish it was easier to smile that wide and sing at the same time. Then after that, we were playing Halo 2 to opera (All I Ask Of You, to be exact), and Morgan was Falcetto-ing Christine's part. So I played "Oh Happy Day" from Sister Act 2 and said, "Morgan, one day I'll hit this note..." completely unbelieving...it was on repeat, so when that note came around again, I just tried to be funny. I HIT it. No waver... and then Jake hit me in the back in the game, the jackass...I wasn't in any state to fight back... My phone buzzed at midnight. I had NO idea who whould be calling then, so when I looked at it, and it said "event reminder: "visit page" in one week...Oh man, what a good night last night was... I am the Luckiest. Simply put. Because of you, Page. I Love You. Current Mood: SOOO excited... Current Music: The I Love You mix (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
6:39 pm	Wooooooooooooooooooooo-HOO Go Jurassic 5. Finally I've found someone who appreciates mainstream hip-hop along with the underground. I hung out with some guys from the A Cappella group last night. They asked what I was listening to, since, you know, my left headphone is surgically implanted in my ear... When I said Jurassic 5, his face lit up, and then he asked what song. To my response of "What's Golden," he busted out the initial ear catching "Wooooooooooooooooooo-HOO!" Bah. I've missed being able to throw my black side...So, in memorium of many an after school quad meeting: Fresh like UH / Impala UH / Chrome hydraulics, 808 DRUMS / Ya don' want NONE / Nigga betta RUN / When beef is on I pop that TRUNK / Come get SOME / Pistol grip PUMP / If a nigga step on my white air ONES / Since red RUM / Ready here COME / Compton UH Dre found me in'a SLUMS / Sellin that SKUNK / One hand o'my GUN / I was sellin rocks when Masta P was sayin UUUUUH / Buck pass the blunt, these G-Unit girls just wanna have FUN / Coke n RUM / Got weed on'a TONGUE / I'm bangin wit my hand up her dress like UH / I'll make her CUM / Purple haze i'my LUNGS / Whole gang in'a FRONT, 'case a nigga wanna STUNT I put Lamborgini do's on'a Es-co-lade / Lo-Pros so low look like they ridin on blades / In one year, mang, a nigga so paid I have a straight bitch in'a teli goin both ways (AH!) / touch me, tease me, kiss me, please me / I'll give it to you just how you like it giiirl / You know I'm rockin wit the BEST / Tre pound o'my HIP, teflon o'my CHEST / They say I'm NO good, cuz I'm SO hood / Rich folks do NOT want me around / Cuz shit might POP off an' if shit POP off / Somebody gon' get laid THE fuck out / They call me NEW money, say I have NO class / I'm from THE bottom, I came up TOO fast / The hell if I care, I'm just here ta get MY cash / Bourgie-ass BITCHES, you can kiss MY ass This is how we do / We make a move an' act the fool while we up in'a club This is how we do / Nobody do it like we do it, so show us some love I put gold daytonas on a cherry six-fo / White walls so clean, look like i'm ridin on vogues / In one switch, mang, that asshole know / Cali got niggas in New York, ridin on Hundred Spokes / Touch me, tease me, kiss me, please me / I'll give it to you just how you like it giiirl / You know I'm rockin wit the BEST / Fo pound o'my HIP, gold chain o'my CHEST (AH!) Fifty UH / Bentley UH / Em came an' got a nigga fresh out the SLUMS / Automatic GUN / Fuck 'em one on ONE / We wrap UP ya punk ass, stunt an' ya DONE / Homie, it's Game time Ya ready, here I COME / Call Lloyd BANKS an' get this mo'fucka CRUNKED / It took two MONTHS, but Fifty got it DONE / Signed wit G-Unit, had niggas like HUH / Don' try ta FRONT, i'll leave yo ass SLUMPED / Thinkin i'm a PUNK, getchyo fuckin head LUMPED / Fifty gotta GUN Ready, here I COME / Gotta sick ven-DETTA / Ta get this CHEDDA / Wit my ba-RETTA / The drama SETTA / Sip amo-RETTA / My flow sounds BETTA / Than average, on TRACKS I'm a SAVAGE / I DAMAGE any nigga tryin'a front o'my click / G-uNIT Ah....SOOO much better now... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 24th, 2005
3:23 pm	Figured I should make one... It's the moments like these that hurt the worst...between phonecalls and emails when I know that there's no way I can talk to You, but I still wish I could. My ribcage is too small to contain my rapidly expanding heart, so it drops down into my stomach, then up into my throat and my eyes. You burn away inside me, making my eyes water, scorching the back of my throat. You hammer away at the confines of my chest, beat Your fists raw and use my voice to scream until it hurts. I wish so much to let You out, to let You spill through the cracks between my ribs and onto my pillow, bringing figure to the smell that reminds me of You, instead of home. I want to pull strands of Your hair out of my mouth, to see it blowing in the wind outside my window. You stare at me from so many angles with those eyes the color of love. I want to see you blink. Your smile is everywhere, and I want to see Your sad-puppydog face. I want that pain in my shoulder that tells me You've been leaning on me for a while. Your phantom arms encircle me with the same escape-from-the-world feeling they always do, Your ghost lips brush mine everytime the wind picks up. Your lack of fingernails are clawing at my throat to get out. I suppose this is the price for euphoric high I'm usually in knowing You Love me. I just realized the song we're singing is I Belong To You, not You Belong To Me...that makes more sense anyway. Normally Your body in my heart keeps me warm, let's me walk around Portland at night in a Tshirt, while everyone else complains that all they have is a couple of sweatshirts. It's a good thing it doesn't last long... Say you miss me One last time And I'll be strong This is the part where I'd try to make it seem like this is about no one in particular, cause I feel like blogs should be ambiguous like that. But that would be decidedly unlike me... I Love You, PAGE. I wish I could use italics and bold, not that it would really portray it anywhere close to the truth. Current Mood: Missing You Current Music: Mattie P's brother's A Cappella group (1 Comment |Comment on this)